You are helping me see your pain and trauma as you work through it yourself- like the layers of an onion.

I also see someone very brave- your willingness to dig, uncover, question, strip back & forgive impresses me each time I read one of these ‘self knowledge’ posts. It must be so painful but you don’t hide or hold back - you keep pressing onwards. I believe you will find a place of equilibrium- I hope you do.